Summary

Rubee Lana shares her personal testimony of how Jesus rescued her from the depths of suicidal despair, substance addictions, and crippling depression. She recounts her early life marked by abandonment, rejection, and abuse, which led to a cycle of self-destruction and identity crisis. Through years of inner turmoil and the pain of broken relationships, she reached a turning point where the Holy Spirit broke through her shame and despair. Today, she testifies that despite a past filled with darkness, God’s mercy, grace, and truth transformed her life—restoring her self-worth, healing her wounds, and giving her a new identity in Christ. Her story is a powerful call for those feeling lost to embrace Jesus and find hope and redemption.

Time Chapters
  • 01:07 Pleasing God Over Man
  • 01:39 Loss & Rejection
  • 01:55 Desire for Baptism
  • 02:10 Admitting My Brokenness
  • 03:00 Prayer for Hope
  • 11:00 Hospital Crisis
  • 16:00 Struggling with Addiction
  • 24:00 Confronting Self-Hatred
  • 30:00 Turning Point: Repentance
  • 38:00 Embracing New Identity

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