Healing from deep anxieties about personality || Watch Vivienne’s testimony
Vivienne describes how Jesus reassured her after she repented of idol worship, inner vows and placing other relationships before Him. Praise God! ➡️ SUBSCRIBE https://bit.ly/32BkXsU
“Two years ago, I finished a one-year discipleship course and I decided to go through the prayer ministry at the end, where we ask the Holy Spirit for His truth and revelation.
I spent time confessing and repenting to God that I put some human relationships higher than my relationship with Him. I repented of jealousy when other people were having a good time amongst themselves and I could not celebrate their happiness. I asked God to please transform my heart.
God also revealed my inner vows that I’ve spoken to myself which I was never aware of. There were 34 of them! For example, “I’ll never reconcile with my dad, I refuse to recognise him as my dad, I’ll rely on myself and show others that I’m good enough. I don’t need others, I’m enough for myself. I will be strong for myself. I’m not good enough. I’m better than the others.”
It was a huge relief after spending time renouncing them. It was then that I realised how I made myself my own god to protect myself. I had to confess, renounce, and crucify these vows on the cross. I also asked God to renew my mind and thoughts, and give me a new way of thinking that honours Him as my Saviour. I definitely felt lighter and filled with joy after that!”
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