TIMESTAMPS:
[1:00] I dedicate this video to anyone who has ever been abused!
[1:20] I was born in California, brief history of my upbringing with my mom and dad
[3:35] My mom married my stepfather and my life became a living hell
[4:45] Grooming to molestation to childhood rape
[5:09] Stepfather met me when I was only 5 years old and knew he wanted to marry my mom to have ME. He didn’t marry my mom for my mom.
[5:54] Stepfather brainwashed my younger brother and I to hate and distrust our mother. Stepfather told us that he “saved” my younger brother and I from our mother. (repeatedly)
[6:25] Stepfather would gaslight my mom all the time. Butcher knife incident.
[7:48] Stepfather would call CPS on my mom!
[8:30] Stepfather won guardianship and adoption of my brother and I.
[8:50] Stepfather kicked our mom out of our house and made her pay him $600 a month in order to be “allowed” to visit my brother and I.
[10:05] Survivors of abuse naturally dissociate like crazy to survive and function in life.
[10:40] the WORST PART of the sexual abuse: stepfather would guilt and shame me for causing his severe health problems (coughing up blood from Hepatitis C). Exploited my gift of dance/ballet.
[12:50] Stepfather twisted the word “love” (repeatedly)
[15:40] Stepfather wanted to marry me and was planning to do so.
[16:20] The reasons my stepfather gave me to justify the sexual abuse.
[18:40] Stepfather twisted the word “love” again (repeatedly)
[19:20] Stepfather would constantly tell me, “there’s no such thing as God, family, friends, or fairy tales. You only see that in the movies.” (repeatedly)
[20:35] Why I had the “courage” to run away at age 19. I thought my stepfather was going to kill me.
[22:00] on-going financial abuse by my stepfather
[24:00] ran away at age 19 and got into the New Age world, yoga, Reiki, occult, meditation, etc
[26:30] I would tell my Reiki clients they didn’t need Jesus. I hated Christianity and Jesus
[28:50] I started to call myself a goddess; my pride got out of control
[29:30] I used to meditate 2 hours a day and do yoga daily, crystals, tarot, Buddhism, iChing, astrology, shamanism, etc
[30:20] My mother’s suicide attempts… I thought the “Universe” sent me to Utah to HEAL my mom because I had so much pride. I thought I was a healer.
[32:20] note added: my stepfather did go to prison for the crimes he committed against me.
[32:50] The REAL reason I was sent to my mom… revealed. She didn’t need me. I needed my mom.
[34:40] My mom was a Christian
[36:00] My mom repented and is now with our Lord and Savior.
[36:34] I moved back to the yoga ashram and was demonically attacked for 3 days.
[40:10] Just by whimpering Jesus’ name, the demon instantly vanished, I felt overwhelming peace like I had never felt before and I was given faith (not by my works. Faith is a gift)
[42:00] a month later, I got baptized. Friends and family were SHOCKED.
[43:00] I thought I was the ONLY NEW AGER IN THE WHOLE WORLD who became a Christian (I was wrong lol)
[43:12] The yoga ashram gave me 30-days to leave. The TRUTH about how New Agers view true Christianity.
[45:48] Demonically attacked A LOT after becoming Christian for the next 2 years, to my surprise.
[46:35] Jesus taught me my VALUE as a woman, as a person.
[47:20] I got married to my Angel Sloth! He loves me, pursues me, and makes me laugh!
[48:10] I went through the most INTENSE HEALING PERIOD of my life between ages 30-32.
[49:15] I went through a 9-hour deliverance.
[49:28] I AM NOW LIVING MY GOD-GIVEN DREAMS!!! FULFILLING MY CALLING!!
[50:05] The REASON WHY I made this video (even though I know some people might get offended)
[51:55] the most beautiful oxymoron in the world… when we are weak, we are strong.
[52:33] How to let Jesus in

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