Summary

I share my personal testimony of how I fell into a state of homosexual confusion and experienced deep emotional and spiritual turmoil from a troubled childhood and unstable family relationships. Despite the pain and struggles—including battling an eating disorder—I ultimately encountered the transforming power of Jesus Christ. Through painful experiences, conviction, and sincere repentance, I chose to leave behind a life that was not pleasing to God. Today, I stand redeemed as I have embraced biblical truth, experienced restoration in my identity and self-worth, and now live a life of obedience and trust in Jesus. My journey is a testament to the hope and healing that only Christ can provide.

Time Chapters

00:27 Childhood Abandonment Fears
01:05 Realizing Rejection & Identity
01:32 Family Breakup and Turmoil
01:49 First Sexual Encounter & Conflict
02:05 Awareness of Gay Identity
05:49 Living in New Hampshire
07:00 Confronting Relationship Pain
10:38 Encountering Christian Hope
11:15 Conviction and Final Decision
12:27 Choosing Jesus Over Identity
13:16 Marital Breakup, New Start
15:01 Struggle with Eating Disorder
17:01 Learning to Trust God’s Character
19:01 Setting Stones of Remembrance
21:04 Ministry Involvement & Leadership
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Brenna describes her fall into lesbian confusion and her final choice to serve Christ instead.