Summary

Hi, I’m Jayson Graves. I grew up with a seemingly happy childhood in a big family in the Pacific Northwest, but behind the scenes, I suffered from serious abuse. My dad struggled with lust and my mom had issues with anger, which led to physical abuse. At a young age, I was exposed to pornography and other harmful sexual behaviors. Over time, the abuse I experienced—by both a female babysitter and a male scout leader—triggered a cascade of sexual confusion, addiction to pornography, and unwanted same-gender attractions. Despite the pain and inner turmoil, I eventually encountered the saving power of Jesus Christ. I got saved at 21, and through His grace, I began the long journey of healing and restoration. Today, I confess that although I still struggle, God’s redemptive power has transformed my life. My testimony is a reminder that no matter how deep the pain or how overwhelming the bondage, Jesus can redeem and heal every broken heart.

Time Chapters
  • 00:08 Early Abuses & Exposures
  • 00:38 Pornography and Confusion Begin
  • 01:04 Abuse by Trusted Figures
  • 01:40 Struggle with Homosexual Confusion
  • 02:10 Realization & Getting Saved
  • 02:45 Redemption and Healing Process
  • 03:15 Breaking Free & Recovery Steps
  • 03:55 Accountability and New Life

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After being sexually abused by a male & female, sexual addiction, porn use, masturbation and homosexual confusion ensued.