Tony Davalos shares his journey from rejection, addiction, and deep personal struggles to finding true freedom and healing through faith in God. Tony opens up about childhood trauma, battling pornography addiction, same-sex attractions, and the pain of feeling isolated and broken. Despite facing bullying and family turmoil, his life took a turning point when he moved to Kansas and reconnected with a supportive church family. Through persistence, surrender, and grace, Tony experienced a profound transformation—overcoming anxiety, depression, and addiction. His story is a testament to the healing power of God’s mercy and the importance of community and faith.

00:00 – Introduction and early family struggles
00:40 Bullying at church and family’s exposure to occult
01:14 Early exposure to pornography and childhood trauma
02:01 Struggles with identity and attraction in high school
02:36 Painful relationship experiences and emotional baggage
03:17 Initial involvement in ministry and hiding struggles
03:46 Leaving ministry and finding a new job
04:21 Church split and disillusionment
05:14 Family loss and meeting Brandon & Jasmine in Kansas
05:49 Moving to Kansas and battling addiction and depression
06:20 Suicidal thoughts and persistent invitation to church
06:50 Wrestling with faith and addiction
07:31 Moment of surrender and confession
08:13 Transformation, healing, and new perspective on life

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