Summary

I spent 22 years believing that the sinner’s prayer was enough to save me, only to realize that my heart was far from genuine love for Jesus. I struggled with internal battles, family pain, and substance abuse, until a powerful encounter at church and heartfelt prayer opened my eyes to true salvation. Now, through the intervention of the Holy Spirit, I live a transformed life, giving all glory to Jesus for renewing my hope.

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For 22 years, I thought the Sinner’s Prayer was my ticket to Heaven. But I didn’t truly love Jesus, the Bible, the Church, or even most Christians. I was a false convert—living a life without true repentance or transformation.

In this video, I share my journey from being deceived to experiencing true salvation through Jesus Christ. This is the story of how God completely changed my heart, saved me, and gave me new life in Him. If you’re questioning your faith or wondering what it really means to be born again, I pray my testimony encourages and challenges you to seek the truth in God’s Word.

“For God so loved the world, that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life. For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but in order that the world might be saved through him. Whoever believes in him is not condemned, but whoever does not believe is condemned already, because he has not believed in the name of the only Son of God. And this is the judgment: the light has come into the world, and people loved the darkness rather than the light because their works were evil. For everyone who does wicked things hates the light and does not come to the light, lest his works should be exposed. But whoever does what is true comes to the light, so that it may be clearly seen that his works have been carried out in God.”
– John Chapter 3, verses 16 – 21

CHAPTERS:
00 Intro and Prayer
1:05 Not Secular, Not Serving
2:17 Earliest Memories of God
4:49 The Sinner’s Prayer
7:00 Religion, Church and the Gospel
9:40 Inner Battle of the Mind
11:37 Why don’t I love God or Christians?
14:00 Losing Dad
15:35 Seeking the World
18:55 Mom’s Addiction and Deliverance
25:07 Stressed, Seeking God at Church
29:32 Bible School Discoveries
31:31 God Spoke to Me, Twice!
39:21 Conviction, Repentance, Born Again

CONTENT WARNING:
This video contains potentially distressing content with references to attempted suicide.

Suicide can be prevented. Talk to someone about how you are feeling. You can get in touch with a person who will listen to anything that’s troubling you, no matter how large or small the issue feels.

Mental Health Supports and Services (Ireland):
https://www2.hse.ie/mental-health/services-support/supports-services/

National Hotline For Mental Health Crises And Suicide Prevention (USA): https://www.nami.org/Advocacy/Policy-Priorities/Responding-to-Crises/National-Hotline-for-Mental-Health-Crises-and-Suicide-Prevention/

MUSIC:
Music: Cinematic Motivational Piano
Musician: ComatSounds

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