Summary

My name is David Portugue. During a period of severe Covid fatigue and overwhelming anxiety, I experienced a deep crisis that revealed how I had placed my own fears—and even my precious children—above God. In the midst of extreme vulnerability, I cried out not for rescue but for transformation: my prayer shifted from ‘Save me’ to ‘Make me just like You.’ This marked the beginning of a journey of repentance, where I surrendered my pride and idolatry. Through persistent prayer, the gentle yet powerful intervention of God, and the support of those who ministered to me, I discovered a new identity and renewed strength. Today, I stand as a testimony to the restorative power of God’s grace, having been remade, healed, and empowered to lead a life that gives glory solely to Jesus.

Time Chapters
  • 01:14 Birth: Tears & Joy
  • 02:30 Ministry Departure
  • 11:00 Prayer Shift
  • 16:00 Repentance & Renewal

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During his bout with Covid and extreme fatigue, God exposed fear in David’s life as the root for putting his beautiful children above the Lord.