#88 God was Greater than My Self-Harm and Suicidal Thoughts – Jessica Carpenter
Summary
My life was once overwhelmed by deep pain, isolation, and self-destructive behaviors. I struggled with self-harm and suicidal thoughts as family challenges and a broken home left me feeling completely alone. In the midst of my despair, a divine encounter struck me like a revelation—the Lord reached out and showed me that He was greater than all my suffering. I began to cry out to God, and slowly, as I immersed myself in His Word (like the comforting reminder in Psalm 46:10), my heart started to heal. Through prayer, fasting, and the support of a caring mentor, I discovered that God was calling me to a new purpose. Today, I continue my journey in faith as I pursue a path in ministry and education, sharing my testimony to encourage others that even in our darkest moments, God’s love and healing are real.
Time Chapters
01:22 Recap of Tom Terrence
01:48 Introducing Jessica Carpenter
01:56 Family Challenges & Early Pain
02:00 Descent into Self-Harm
02:23 Moment of Divine Intervention
04:00 Questioning Faith & Despair
04:48 Turning to Scripture (Psalm 46:10)
05:50 Emerging Hope & Prayer
06:40 Decision to Seek God
07:40 New Orleans & Ministry Calling
08:40 Pursuing Education & Counseling
09:50 Overcoming Barriers & Finding Peace
10:50 Testimony Wrap-Up & Invitation
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Jessica experienced the weight of family challenges from an early age and with limited outlets for her emotions she started down a path of self-harm and thoughts about suicide. But God saw Jessica in the midst of her struggle and was eager to meet her in her time of need.
Show notes @ https://compelledpodcast.com/episodes/jessica-carpenter
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