When Pastor Ian and his wife Ginella lost their 12-year-old daughter Rachel to bone cancer, their faith was shattered. Then Ian suffered two massive heart attacks and a stroke. How do you believe in God after so much pain?

This raw, inspiring testimony shows how grief, doubt, and near-death health crises forged a stronger faith than ever before. If you’re wrestling with unanswered prayers, watch as Ian discovers what it really means to “walk by faith, not by sight.”

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0:00 “Lord, My Family Needs Me” – Stroke at 53
00:34 Flashback: Two Near-Fatal Heart Attacks
01:00 Daughter Rachel’s Bone Cancer Diagnosis
01:40 Years of Prayer, Amputation & Decline
02:18 Rachel Passes Away at 12 – Faith Crisis
03:06 Rage, Guilt & Wanting to Quit Ministry
03:46 Pastor Forbes Steps In: Honest Grief
04:20 People Still Depend on Me” – Choosing to Stay
05:05 2017 & 2019 Heart Attacks Test Faith Again
05:43 2021 Stroke – The Turning Point
06:15 Walk by Faith, Not by Sight” – Restored Belief
06:52 Message to Viewers: God Is Still Real

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