Summary

I grew up as a pastor’s kid surrounded by love, church, and solid teaching… but deep down I resented the expectations and the spotlight 😔. When tragedy hit and I lost three family members in just five months, everything shattered 💔. I turned dark, questioned God’s love, doubted if Christianity was real or just routines. I almost walked away.

But I decided—no more pretending. I went on a 21-day fast seeking the real God 🔥. Then came the encounters: a sudden wind filled my room, heavy and circling, pressing me down as God spoke 💨. Another time I felt His presence walk in, reassuring me He loves me for relationship, not just to use me ❤️. Oil poured over my head in worship, so real I tried wiping it off 🙌.

Through it all, the Holy Spirit became my Comforter, my strength daily. Anxiety that once gripped me loosened; grief and doubt turned to stability and joy ✨. Now I draw from Him every morning—even if all I can say is “help me”—and He meets me there. Pain shaped me, matured me, made me more human and compassionate. God restored what was broken and drew me into true intimacy. All glory to Jesus and the Holy Spirit! 🙏🔥

John grew up as a pastor’s kid with all the right doctrine, all the Christian knowledge, and all the church activities…but when tragedy struck and he lost three family members in five months, everything fell apart.

In this powerful testimony, John shares his raw journey from:
❌ Resenting being a pastor’s child
❌ Seeing God as distant and demanding
❌ Losing faith after unanswered prayers
❌ Questioning if Christianity was just “activities that make you feel good”

To:
✅ A supernatural 21-day fast that changed everything
✅ Physical encounters with God’s presence (wind, oil, His voice)
✅ Understanding God’s love beyond “using” him for ministry
✅ Finding the Holy Spirit as Comforter, not just Commander
✅ Real transformation…from anxiety to stability, from performance to relationship
This isn’t a story about having it all together. It’s about honest wrestling, real doubt, supernatural encounters, and discovering that God wants relationship over performance.

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Time Chapters
 
01:28 Childhood Memories
02:37 Pastor's Kid Struggles
05:32 View of God Formed
06:33 Tragic Losses & Doubt
07:30 Dark Season in Church
10:00 Decided to Seek God
10:49 21-Day Fast Begins
16:52 Wind Encounter 💨
18:01 God's Reassuring Presence ❤️
21:30 Oil Anointing Felt
24:12 Struggle with Anxiety
27:23 Daily Strength from Holy Spirit
30:13 Holy Spirit as Therapist
32:31 Pain for Maturity
35:34 Empathy from Seasons
38:45 Bible as Life Guide