Summary

I was molested at a very young age, which led me into a life of secret same-sex attraction despite being raised in church. The pain and inner turmoil drove me into a double life until God’s unwavering love and conviction broke through my fear. Through prayer, accountability, and coming out to my parents, I experienced true healing and transformation. Today, I embrace my identity in Christ and share my testimony to offer hope that God’s redemption can restore even the deepest wounds.

Time Chapters
  • 01:01 Church & Childhood
  • 04:29 Abuse & Molestation
  • 11:45 Divine Conviction
  • 17:08 Coming Out & Healing
  • 30:31 Identity & Transformation
  • 34:05 Embracing Jesus Love

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DeUndrae Cockrell shares his testimony of dealing with being molested, same-sex attraction, and how God helped him through it all.

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Interviewed by Jessica Laureano
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Testimony Recorded in Georgia, Atlanta

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Interviewed by Eric Villatoro
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Testimony Recorded in Atlanta, Georgia

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Interviewed by Jessica Laureano
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Testimony Recorded at King of The Nations Church in Rockville, MD

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Testimony Recorded at King of The Nations Church in Rockville, MD

Lack of fatherly affection leads Blake to embrace same-sex attraction.

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Summary

I was trapped in a cycle of abusive relationships that left me feeling unworthy and unloved. In my early 20s, the pain and rejection drove me to a failed suicide attempt—a desperate cry for peace. I was burdened by emotional and physical abuse, and I struggled to earn love from those around me. Then, while visiting my grandmother at church, I was embraced by a group of caring Christian women whose prayers and love shattered my isolation. Their compassion and God’s unconditional love led me to experience true heart healing. Today, I stand redeemed through Jesus Christ, and my testimony is a call to anyone lost in pain: no matter how deep your wounds, God can bring restoration and hope.

Time Chapters
  • 00:56 Despair & Suicide Attempt
  • 02:34 Embraced and Healed

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A failed suicide attempt begins the process of understanding why Laurynn felt unworthy and unloved.

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Tommy recognized early on that something was different about him when he felt more comfortable around females and identified with them more so than his male counterparts. In the long run, he wasn’t satisfied and longed for a relationship with the faith he grew up in.

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