Summary

My name is Alan Chambers. In this testimony, I recount how from the age of 11 I prayed every night for God to cure, fix, and heal me from the relentless temptations and internal conflicts surrounding my struggle with homosexuality. I share the deep fear that God hated me and the pain of internalizing taunts and rejection from peers. Despite the darkness and self-hatred I experienced, I clung to my faith and sought God’s intervention, praying with the Bible across my chest each morning. My journey is a testament to the power of prayer, the struggle for emotional healing, and the hope of redemption through Jesus Christ.

Time Chapters
  • 00:05 Nightly Prayers Begin
  • 00:30 Fear of Condemnation
  • 00:44 Seeking Healing and Acceptance

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