Summary

I grew up in Mexico with a difficult childhood marked by rejection from my father and early exposure to darkness through sexual abuse in a church setting. My mother had once been involved in witchcraft before she came to Christ, and demons seemed to plague our family with ongoing spiritual battles. Over the years, I found myself struggling with homosexual desires, addiction to pornography, and severe depression to the point of wanting God to end my life.

Despite feeling overwhelmed, I kept searching for help in prayer and through supportive believers. My mother encouraged me to learn about the power of fasting, and when I finally committed to a thorough water fast, the chains of confusion and lust began to break off me. I experienced deliverance, vomiting out the demonic oppression that had tormented me for so long. Although I stumbled at times—falling back into old habits—I pressed forward and discovered that consistent fasting, earnest prayer, deep forgiveness toward those who hurt me, and surrendering every area of my life to God brought about lasting freedom. Today, I testify that Jesus set me free from homosexuality, depression, suicidal thoughts, and spiritual bondage. He filled me with hope and a renewed sense of purpose. If God can transform my life, He can surely transform yours too.

Time Chapters
  • 01:15 Childhood in Mexico & father’s rejection
  • 06:45 Molestation in church begins
  • 15:00 Depression and suicidal thoughts
  • 24:30 Relocating to the South
  • 33:10 Learning about fasting
  • 43:20 Mother’s background in witchcraft
  • 52:45 My seven-day water fast
  • 01:05:15 Failing and returning to sin
  • 01:12:30 Fasting for a year
  • 01:20:10 Forgiveness and moving forward

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He Fasted For God To Kill Him After Struggling With His Identity…Then THIS Happened!

Josue Gutierrez fell into deep depression after struggling with his identity due to reoccurring trauma that happened to him as a young boy in MOST unexpected place. But after learning the power of fasting, and the results it had, Josue’s mind was made up, and he fasted for God to kill him!

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