Thousands upon thousands are leaving Islam to find hope and eternal life in Jesus Christ, here are their stories.

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in this video I’m going to speak about
my testimony
where and how God came to me and the
three times that I denied him the three
times that I fell away from him but
every single time God would buy me back
and not even just buy me back God once
and for all paid the price through Jesus
Christ on the cross
so that I could come to know him and
that I could come to have a relationship
with him and he and he says in his word
many are called but few are chosen a lot
of people hear his word and they fall
away
a lot of these people are called to know
him
but few are chosen and his heart is
after these people very specifically
because from before the foundations of
the earth he chose them so that they
could come and so that they would spend
eternity with him
so here is my testimony I was born in
Egypt as a Muslim I
at the age of five got put on my heart
that I wanted to hear his voice I would
ask and wonder why is it that
in the religion of Islam at the time
that um after a certain point their last
prophet or quote unquote their seal of
their prophets no one they didn’t after
that no one heard from God ever again
and it made me wonder why doesn’t God
speak to us in that same way today
little did I know he still does just not
in Islam
so fast forward a few years later to
when I was 13 years old and honestly
the the devil just knew that God chose
me for a specific purpose just to come
to know him and to know God’s love in my
life especially and it makes me really
realize in the perspective how many
things God did throughout the time of
maybe since like five years old until 13
years old where God gave me a first
encounter with him just the enemy tried
to get to me in so many different ways
through depression through weird just an
extreme amount of hormonal issues when I
was going through I guess quote unquote
puberty I was going through a lot of
suicidal thoughts I was going through
multiple molestations and everything in
these circumstances between these years
we’re trying to choke the life out of me
so I could not reach that very moment
where God first encountered me so fast
forward years later I was on a field
trip I was living back in Egypt because
I was traveling back and forth and when
I was in Egypt God aligned this specific
field trip for me it was a bunch of
historical places some mosques and some
Churches and I went to the historical
places cool we’re done with that I went
to the mosque chaotic hectic get me out
of there and then there was this one
Church where
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God just
there was this one church
where you couldn’t walk to it you
couldn’t where you couldn’t drive to it
but the entire path before going to that
church there was no cars allowed you
just had to walk and the entire path to
it there was just something that I felt
about it that was just different it was
the peace of God that I just didn’t know
then but I know now and it was with me
throughout every step and it increased
step by step until I got up the stairs
of this church and I went inside of it
now this church was
um
called The Hanging church and it was in
Cairo in Egypt I’m going to explain a
little bit more about it but once I got
in this church and I sat in the pews and
I looked at my Christian friends who
keep in mind these Christian friends
they were going by tradition but they
didn’t fully know the Lord they went
their Traditions but there was something
that came over me and it was this holy
jealousy and hunger to know what this
feeling I had was that I never got
before that Islam never gave me before
that the world never gave me before that
everything that I knew molestations
depression all these different things it
just wasn’t enough but this whatever
this was I sat in that church I did not
care whatever it was I wanted to have
that feeling for the rest of my life I
didn’t know what it was but I was just
jealous of my friends and I looked at
them and I was like what is this so I
went back home after that field trip and
I tried to explain to my mom and
unfortunately she said it’s just another
house of God but I knew that there was
something more because if it’s just
another house of God why did I not feel
this with Islam in its own house and the
question kept lingering with me but
because of my lack of understanding I
didn’t receive the word the enemy
snatched it and I just had to wait until
a few more years later
the thing with it is
in the Bible it says that once God comes
to clean a house seven more demons come
back
and when they the steam this demon
returns back and when it finds that the
house is clean and in order it brings
seven more with him
and these seven demons or eight I I
don’t know exactly how how it’s
interpreted but
it got worse I
I had so much anger I I just had so much
darkness and depression and anxiety I
was I was I had agoraphobia for for a
long time especially during the entire
time if you read I was petrified people
looking at me because I was living in
USA and then when I had to travel and
and go back I was just back in a culture
shock I felt like everyone was looking
at me I just was under so much and even
then more molestation happened a lot of
just different things happened and there
were these people that just
the devil just tried to strategically
send to me to to to to make my life more
of a miserable living hell to the point
where eventually once I hit a certain
age I
um
I got kicked out of two schools
um I was involved with drugs I was
involved with guys I was involved in a
lot of things but
for some reason there was this image of
this verse that stuck with me throughout
this entire time and it was the verse
Romans 8 18 from The Book of Romans and
it said for I consider that the
sufferings of the present time are not
worthy to be compared with the glory
which shall be revealed and some
translations says the glory that shall
be revealed in us and in some
translations it says to us and the image
actually up right there is that very
image that I had so far for like about
maybe 10 years and that’s the very image
that I kept saving I found it on
Pinterest and I always went back to it
during that Gap after I had that
encounter
and this is what it says what we suffer
now is nothing compared to the glory
that he will reveal to us later
a lot of suffering
but for some reason in Islam nothing
none of the prayers no matter how many
times I prayed nothing that I did did
not make me feel even ounce as hopeful
and as holding on clinging to whatever
it is possible that I did when it came
to this verse that I heard right here
one verse beats years and and efforts of
of religion
so the reason this was so is because God
and His word says that these words are
not just letters they’re life and that
Jesus himself is these words and that
Jesus himself was speaking to my heart
before I knew that it was him
so fast forward
to a lot of things going on kicked out
of school twice and finally ended up in
this third school and I came across this
testimony of someone who was an
ex-muslim and
at the time when I heard his story I
realized that
I have to start researching what was
going on and why I felt the way I felt
and why I didn’t feel that way when it
came to Islam so I researched and I
looked through comparing both and after
that testimony even before the research
because of that experience I prayed a
prayer and and this was a Salvation
prayer I
accepted Jesus since in my heart I
prayed and I asked God I said I don’t
know what it is about this but I know
that I want you only and I know that I
want what I had that time only and what
my friends I thought that this is what
they had but they unfortunately didn’t
but exactly whatever that was I wanted
to have and I didn’t care what it would
take but Jesus
I believe that you came and you died on
the cross for me and that you Rose again
on the third day
and that you Rose again so that
we could be with you
and we could be redeemed with you
so I prayed that prayer
and
God began speaking to me in a more
audible way than he already has
throughout my entire life
and he began speaking to me in the way
that I desired and I deeply wanted
because he put that desire in my heart
since I was five years old
I had nothing in this world whatsoever
all I had was depression all I had was
people using me all I had was people
calling me all kinds of names all I had
was
no friends I had nothing I kept
traveling so much that I just had to
keep myself for the longest time in a
bubble
and in that very bubble he was with me
the entire time
and I didn’t know what he was trying to
speak to my heart share with me telling
me here is my most prized possession My
Own Heart Take It receive it
and
so many things in this world were
distracting me and I still couldn’t hear
him
so
finally when I began studying
things about him and I saw in my eyes
were opened to his truth and and the
reality of what Islam was and the
reality of what Christianity was
I was so happy I was so joyous that I
literally
did certain things that were just stupid
I and I used to use wisdom but I was so
overjoyed and zealous for the Lord that
I had this like cross necklace I I lied
about at the time
um it looked like a snowflake to some
people but I I just wanted
to shout His Name Across rooftops I
wanted everyone to know about this but
again I was living in Egypt
um and this was not uh ideal I don’t
know if I shared that at the beginning
but I was actually born in Egypt
um
so
there came a time where God started
showing me a few dreams that
things were going to get rough and
things did get rough my parents they
found out and I was threatened that my
passport would be revoked and honestly
any means that we were going back to the
US would be revoked and that that’s it I
was gonna live a bubbled life trapped
not knowing if I would have Jesus with
me not knowing if I would have any
friends with me there was a time where
they were going to actually take me out
of school and I was petrified of being
alone and later on I found out that that
there were a lot of these different
things that happened in my family when
it came to and by the way sorry that’s
my baby right next to me I have to have
her next to me or else I can’t do any
videos but
I had to
let go of the thing that meant the most
to me that was petrified of going back
to the darkness that I was once in
before but the thing with it is just
like the girl that he told me it’s okay
let go of she will return
I did return so
again the house was clean
I’d say 70 more demons came back
I Let Go
I traveled to California
I did things that
are not things for women to do
especially women that are not married
and I allowed so many filthy things in
my life to enter and I decided and I put
on my heart that after that moment if I
was not going to have Jesus
hell no definitely I was not going to
have Muhammad
so I was going to have nothing
and the thing with nothing is that it’s
a big lie
and
and the thing with it is it’s not
nothing that I was going to have but it
was actually demons that were coming
back to my life worse than throughout my
entire life and and and wanting me to
have nothing to do with God because
again
God chose me
so all these experiences and all these
things that happened to the point where
I even had night visitations of demons
that literally face to face were coming
in front of me and I would wake up in
the middle of the night praying and I
wasn’t the one initiating it I realized
that God the Holy Spirit God’s very own
spirit that he gave to me when I was in
Egypt it was praying for me through me I
would wake up praying I would have these
nightmares and and and and and just
different things were trying to come
against me and I would wake up I’d pray
this I couldn’t even control it but God
was protecting me and even though I had
visitations some this there was this
specific demon that stood right in front
of me face to face as you see me and as
you see someone right in front of me
talking to you I had this person exactly
the middle of the night stand in front
of me try to get to me twice reach only
to here
not even touching me right before they
even touched me it was as if this loud
gong would just
like was played and and he wouldn’t be
able to it was as if there was some type
of wall on me where he couldn’t touch me
and twice this happened he couldn’t do
it it was it was the Holy Spirit Within
Me declaring over me that I was his just
like Hosea told
um just like God told Jose I go and
marry this woman she’s going to be your
wife and she’s going to cheat on you so
I cheated on the Lord
and I let go of the very just beautiful
presence of God and everything related
to God but still the Ring of him his
very Holy Spirit was in me and that
meant that no matter how far away I was
or being ended up sold and quote-unquote
spiritual slavery I still belong to him
and he didn’t need to buy me back with
silver coins he already had me that’s
the difference
so
despite all these experiences then came
a time where I tried to come back to God
but just it didn’t work I tried it my
own way it didn’t work then
then came a time where I just needed
something I prayed Lord send something
my way
and I looked up this church that was
near me and I found out that one of my
favorite
preachers that I used to watch all the
time in my little bubble when I was in
Egypt he was coming to lo and behold a
church near me and I went right away I
went to it and just God refreshed
everything I even went back home I was
fighting with a lot of different Demons
Inside but slowly God was delivering me
out of them and again I how is it that I
choose to betray God let go of him he
takes me out of Egypt out of in the
Bible it says that out of Egypt he
called his son just like he called Moses
out of Egypt he called the son also
Jesus in the Old Testament in the New
Testament
um when he was like about one years old
he God told Joseph in a dream take go
with your wife and with Jesus because
King of the time was trying to kill the
supposed King that was going to come and
he was talking about Jesus and at a
certain after a certain amount of time
God told Joseph to go back to um
uh to go back to where they were living
so it’s prophetic it’s a prophecy in the
Old Testament what happened to Moses is
what um is also was going to happen to
Jesus and
in a way
it gets better the same with it is
I I’d applied to so many different
universities and it was only one
University that accepted me and I was
planning to live on campus and when I
went on this campus lo and behold it was
the most Christian University at the
point that was there and I attended this
Fellowship on campus it was with the
college students and the very first
thing that I heard there is is this this
woman approached me and she gave me
um a Bible verse because I was feeling
so ashamed and condemned for what I did
for letting go of of of Jesus when I was
in Egypt and the things the shameful
things that I was ashamed of doing after
that she came to me and she gave me a
verse talking about how God brought his
son out of Egypt
so
again
that happened and then I
I had
amazing experiences then honestly if it
wasn’t for some of the things that I
experienced then I wouldn’t have reached
out to the Lord again
for the third time that I backslid this
time though
it was a lot of things in this world
that just
I didn’t understand there are very
tricky things matters of of the heart of
the spirit that that God tells us very
very clearly guard your heart there are
reasons where I fell away certain
certain feelings certain music that I
listen to certain books that I heard
certain TV shows that I used to watch
before I was saved that tried that I was
trying to cope with when I was in my
little bubble
um where
it kept me
all right it kept me just it kept me
like in a Stockholm children syndrome
where I was beginning to all right love
this depression that I was in actually
and these things God was I I just didn’t
have the guidance and and and that
discipleship like that I tried to give
to that woman in the dream
um uh
so there was a song that I heard
and I was like
in that moment I was like you know what
I I let go and I backslid
700 worst demons came back
I
I was just overly angry I cannot explain
it to you I had the most anger in my
heart that I just
nothing could explain it I started
taking eventually performance enhancing
drugs I was going heavy heavy heavy in
the thing that I let go of before I
backslid when I in my second my second
time trying to come back to the Lord
um and it just got worse I was I was
lifting honestly I
as as a female I was lifting I could
have gotten like almost 500 pounds
unlike deadlift I was lifting probably
already like 405 I was gaining strength
by the day taking all kinds of drugs but
these drugs were messing with my
hormones they were messing with my mind
they made me
I was seeking after men
that were dead
and death is what I got back in return
to the point where I was like you know
what if it’s not Jesus men are not doing
anything either and they’re all using me
because of how I looked or hello my hair
was or whatever whatever God knows what
it was but basically
the amount of things that the enemy is
trying to throw at me to the to the
point where my hormones were just so
messed up I chopped my hair off and I
became pretty much just
trying to be as strong as I can in the
physical and the emotional to the point
where the stronger I was the more dead I
was and I just there was this one time
where I stood on the bed and I was like
well this is this is my life just a
piece of meat
for people to use lying dead couldn’t
even get through college dropped out
kept changing my major eventually
dropped out and that was it
um lost friends I just didn’t have
friends anymore I cut everyone out
people were dying left and right and the
only last friend that I had he ended up
going to jail
so she’s crying while I’m filming this
video so I have to bring her with me I’m
gonna hide her so she’s out of
distraction because she is a brat
yeah you’re a brat Lisa it won’t let me
speak let me speak so to fast forward
again
um
everything just just went South
everything went dark
um
the thing with it there’s a and there’s
a book in the Old Testament and it’s the
Book of Jonah where God called Jonah and
he told him go to this town and preach
this to them because if they don’t obey
me and they don’t change their ways he’s
going to bring destruction judgment on
them so jono in in the opposite
direction and you know he’s trying to
avoid what God wanted him to do so
he was on this Jonah was on the ship and
and they had to throw him off because
they found out that he was avoiding
God’s call so Jonah um so God sent a
whale that uh
uh pretty much ate Jonah and Jonah was
in this whale for three days until he
repented so I was quote unquote in my
whale situation
and
I just didn’t have anything else to live
for I didn’t like my family every word
they said everything and if you know the
Islamic culture everything about it is
just is is is in every single word it’s
every daily lifestyle of it so I was
just my my screws were so messed up my
mind was messed up all these demons were
playing left and right with my mind and
I just decided you know what this person
he had a place to stay he had no one to
pay the bills
his house was gonna be left to ruins and
let me go there I reached a point
literally where I was almost I was
thinking murders thoughts about everyone
in my family
I and I was the worst thing was I was
actually going to commit to them and so
I prayed for the first time and years
from that time
and obviously I felt like I didn’t
deserve it but just like the people in
the Old Testament God’s people Israel
every time that that they would sin and
they would want nothing to do with God
and one person would just cry out and
you know they would come together and
they would cry out and see God he would
deliver them or he would raise a prophet
or he would raise a judge or he would
just do something where especially
you know that next Generation they would
come back to him in a way
um
so I prayed and I heard God tell me that
he’s going to do something new
so I booked a ticket I was living in
California at the time I booked a ticket
and I went to New York
so I left in the middle of the night
I didn’t care about anyone I didn’t care
about anything I had nothing to return
to
I had nothing so I had a thousand
dollars with me and I left and I have
been in New York since
um August 2020. and
I’ve been in New York since August 2020
with a thousand dollars and God has kept
me here so the thing with it is as quick
as I came to the Lord as quick as I felt
and in the in the New Testament Jesus
tells one of his disciples that was so
zealous after him he told him okay I
know you know he he kept saying I’m not
going to betray you I’m going to always
be with you he said all right so hear me
out
um Satan himself desire to take you but
I prayed this is Jesus saying I prayed
as in him praying that when Peter
returns that he would strengthen his
brother so Peter denied the Lord three
times I backslid three times
now this time that I came back and Jesus
himself having prayed for me
he revealed to me these three different
areas that I felt and
it’s crazy how again to just return back
to it the very Parable that I just
looked over in my life and this group of
women that I that I was with in
fellowship and just speaking with them
and and trying to learn with with this
lady
this very verse that I said you know
what I heard this I want deeper truths
of the word well deeper truth it is look
right before you Jesus is the word
himself every little word is is so much
more every single time you return back
to it the word just is is it’s not just
letter it’s his Spirit speaking to you
it’s him directly speaking to you and
God humbled me that way and he showed me
the different areas that I felt
he showed me that first
I fell because of a lack of
understanding and it’s okay that time I
heard the word I didn’t know anything
about it I was a Muslim Lord like he
revealed himself to me no one told me
anything about the gospel but Christ
himself came and
manifested himself as the Prince of
Peace in that church
and I just went home and I’m like what
is this but out of a lack of
understanding
um
and having the seat on the Wayside
the enemy snatched the very seats then
the second time it fell on Stony places
where just
I received it I was happy trials came
and I was in Egypt and and the enemy
again it just took everything from me I
couldn’t I couldn’t build roots with it
because it was all in the Stony places
and then the third time just
things that I was so comfortable with in
the world my depression it literally
became like a Stockholm syndrome with it
I I just returned to that fantasy land
of this is all I knew and I don’t know
if God will be able to to Help Me Make
It Through and that’s it so I fell again
and the thing with it is to end this
testimony is with the last part of this
Parable that I actually haven’t shared
yet and this is what it says
but he who received seed on the good
ground is he who hears the word and
understands it who indeed bears fruit
and produces some hundredfold some 60
some 30