Summary

I was once trapped in a confusing and destructive lifestyle—caught between an inner struggle with my gender identity and the lure of parties, drugs, and a false sense of freedom. Growing up in the black church, I felt isolated as my heart rebelled against the norms, and I even found myself locked in a slow class that only deepened my sense of unworthiness. Despite the pain, I continued to cry out to God in every moment of darkness. Then, through relentless prayer and a deeply personal encounter with Jesus and the Holy Spirit, I experienced a breakthrough. God’s grace washed over me and set me free from lesbianism, drug addiction, and the chains of a counterfeit life. Today, I stand restored and whole, testifying that only Jesus can heal, renew, and give true freedom.

Time Chapters
  • 00:05 Childhood & Gender Struggle
  • 01:05 School & Slow Class
  • 04:01 Entering Nightlife
  • 10:01 Awakening Moment
  • 15:00 Prayer & Restoration

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Former lesbian, Miriam Alexander, shares a powerful story of living a double life while growing up lesbian in the black church and finally finding freedom through the power and grace of Jesus Christ.